They All Amount To Me

Opinionated, conflict-evader, erratic, crazy, 

free thinker yet restrained doer, bathroom popstar, 

Team Becoming, dreamer, afraid to fall yet always finds a way to stand, 

impatient, big believer in inward greatness, talkative during the day, Silence-Space-Stillness craving introvert at dusk, 

certified wanderer, in love with dawn monologues, at home with my three acknowleged voices, fashioNOsta, dedicated information disperser, foodie, sociable yet anti-social, guided by the heart yet held back by my head, 

an open book yet a complex melange of experiences, fears, expectations, past hurts and perceived limitations, genuine to a fault, still waiting for that house by a singing stream. 

All these are facets of me, I wonder how much more I don't know about myself!! There's a song I love to sing, it's a mash up of two songs.

" I am a flower quickly fading, here
today and gone tomorrow, a wave
tossed in the ocean, a vapour in the wind...

so who am I that You are
mindful of me, that You hear me when
I call, and is it true that You are
thinking of me? That You love me? It's
amazing. ~I am yours~ 

Facets of me, pieces incomplete,

shadows stalked by many a memory,

All these make up the "mystery" that amounts to me.