I try to educate myself everyday, and I test every truth that's
presented to me, but the older I grow the more I accept myself and
become averse to bullsh*t. Bullshit: Yes I reiterated it.
I am not timid
anymore neither am I gullible, I know my worth and the price I'm
willing to pay to unlock it. I REFUSE to spill my energy over needless
fighting, the seasons of life eventually bring Goliath to his knees via
David's slingshot..
"You get not what you want but what you bargain
for", is what I've learnt recently and clearly I need to educate myself
on how NOT to bargain for bullshit. No I mean every word. I'm in a state
of flux right now, meaning very few people or purposes are indispensable, so understand if I'm no longer as deranged with you as I
was before, treating you like royalty. You showed me you and the scales
finally fell off. I saw you, I see YOU. I want nothing to do WITH YOU.
I'm angry and writing is therapy so get pissed vicariously through my
every wording.... This is not about YOU however, this is about me. My
journey and my awakening. I'm done. I'M DONE!!!!!!. My other name Mwangi
(Mwangangi) literally means wanderer, but I was done with the aimless
drifting eons ago, it's purpose my heart beats for and if you are
hellbent on suffocating me I walk. It will cost you to catch up with me,
for a wanderer with vision is a potent force to reckon with. I found my
stone, now all David-karma needs is a battlezone. *Strikes whoosa pose*
I'm done venting...as you were.
ION I came across a picture I absolutely love!!
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